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my day off and back from pain

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 29, 2009, 12:32 AM
i just get back and guess what? my parents almost get a divorce...i broke my door in half with anger and busted it off the hinges....and now i have a startling bout of loneliness and depression facing me because my parents blames their problems...on...you guessed right! ME! and its not just my mom now...its my dad as well and my mom actually said this in my face..."Cory is no son of mine!" and she says she loves my brother more when he is almost 20 he is still at home he doesn't have a job he doesn't go to school and he is sucking money outta this house! and i get blamed when i am the one that is going to go to college that is going to graduate that is going to get a job and is like the smartest one in the fuckin house! plus i am the only one who puts an effort to clean the house to help out my mom! most people think they have it bad...i have it worse...we are about to lose our house...our car my mom doesn't have a job. all she does is play on face book when me and my dad are away for 11 and a half hours...

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Deceiver by Disturbed
  • Reading: lyrics
  • Watching: people walking by
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Confidential
  • Drinking: Confidential

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You've been caught in a lie
You can't deny it

So let the war begin, you're far from innocent
Hell, I just don't know where it will end
You are the one to blame
You made a habit of fucking up my life

Another fallacy is laid in front of me
Now I just don't know what to believe
Another animal sent to devour what ever's left inside

I know now and it's all been a lie
And I'll never come to know why
I'll learn to discover
You're leaving me now

It's all been a lie
I don't ever want to know why
You've mastered the art of
Deceiving me now

A mortal enemy has been revealed in me
How come I wasn't able to see?
Another vampire getting their fix from
Sucking up my life

An evil entity had taken hold of me
Ripped out my heart and started to feed
I still remember when I thought that all you were
Eating was my blood

I know now and it's all been a lie
And I'll never come to know why
I'll learn to discover
You're leaving me now

It's all been a lie
I don't ever want to know why
You've mastered the art of
Deceiving me now

This idiot won't let me go
Slowly penetrating the mind
I'll take your number
Little puppet you're suffering

You don't want to let me go
Till I've taken over your life
I'll ensure you survive

Little puppet, don't die
Let me, let me die
Little puppet, don't die
Let me, let me die
Little toy, don't die

It's all been a lie
And I'll never come to know why
I'll learn to discover
You're leaving me now

It's all been a lie
I don't ever want to know why
You've mastered the art of
Deceiving me now

It's all been a lie
And I'll never come to know why
I'll learn to discover
You're leaving me now

It's all been a lie
I don't ever want to know why
You've mastered the art of
Deceiving me now

Deceiver
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